god. just updating my blog takes a million yrs. i'm getting extremely pissy about this.

anyway, i was rather happy about last night (: despite some ppl's lack of punctuality. i hope everyone had a good time. heh. but i must say that bert, sam and justin rank up there with the good manners, gentleman thing. grins. mel and ziying were really helpful too (: didn't get to take any pictures though :p but then this stupid slow internet doesn't exactly allow me to upload any either. argh.

i seem to be cultivating my maternal instincts lately. hahaha. from my baby cousin, to cooking. grins. but i really like to cook. when you see someone take a bite of your food, and smile, or say yum or (y), there's nothing quite like it really. all i wanted from the night was to have everyone happy, and some comments. well, the happy part was there, the comments were rather non-existent though. -.-

had another driving lesson today. whoopee. driving is damn fun. hahaha. but i'm NEVER takin a sunday lesson ever again -.- all the manual private drivers (char's gonna kill me). either drive like a maniac, zig zagging around, or driving so freaking slowly. and stalling at every traffic light. GOODNESS. i got stuck at dunno how many junctions because of stalled manual cars. YAY FOR AUTO! hahaha.

my grandmummy wanted to watch the cyborg movie. which was actually rather amusing. abit insane la, but at least it was different. haha, music and lyrics was lovely though (: not something i'd remember for life. but just left you feeling rather warm and fuzzy. hehe. hugh grant's songs are hilarious! i want to get the soundtrack.

i think i'm ready to step away now. close the last of the doors, and get ready for something different.

i remember in j1, i chose pcme, cos ming, cass and rachel chose pcme. i hated physics -.- but finally went to bcme. i was always afraid of losing these friendships, and didn't dare to take routes that could cause me to drift from them. but i think now, i gotta have some confidence in myself, my friends and our friendship (: and go wherever i need to go, for myself. and have the faith that the friendships will always be there, no matter how different everything will become. i think i've finally was able to convince that the group of friends i have now, is probably gonna stick by me (: and me by them

: the pieces don't fit anymore :: james morisson :

love you my mingkie-poo